My eyes cant resist beauty, it is everywhere that it made me feel inferior. It envelopes my ugliness, no gruesomeness. Not that I cant see beauty in me but the people around me always tell directly and indirectly how i ugly I am. but that doesn't affect my eye for art. 
I always tell my friends every beauty that catches my eyes but they seem to be blind. they say it is normal ,nothing ordinary and my heart aches.